Will I ever learn?!?! (Probably not)

So right now I am sitting outside at a coffee shop and attempting to apply for jobs online. However, I am finding that facebook, Perez Hilton, Myspace, and many other websites are just so much more interesting (go figure). Also, because I am so stupid with computers I don't have Word on my comp. so it makes it difficult to send my resume to people. So, I have to start writing all these emails, then save them as Drafts and go to an Internet Cafe to open and change my resume for each of them, and then send them. If only I hadnt destroyed my computer about a million times I would still have Word and this would be much easier, but that is definitely not the case. In case many of you don't know, Word only gives you a certain amount of licenses, and i have gone through all of mine because I have restored my computer and reinstalled Word on it so many times. Maybe if I just payed for Virus protection and stopped doing things that I know are gonna mess up my computer this wouldnt be a problem....Maybe if I just had an ounce of common sense, thats all I need. But lets be honest I havent had common sense like this for 23 years, I dont think I am randomly gonna find some now. I mean if I didnt know it was a bad idea to watch the KK sex tape on my computer when I didnt have virus protection, then there is basically no hope, because as Gina's last post said, they teach us this stuff on Blue's Clues. So I am admitting defeat. I am just never gonna be one of those put together, organized, really smart people...its just not in the cards for me. I am going to be forced to do this same coffee shop and Internet Cafe routine every day until I find a job, which is really awesome considering I have so much money to keep buying coffee drinks everyday. All right well I was gonna try to end this post with something good or somewhat of a decent conclusion, but I just drank a 24oz coffee and an iced chai drink and I can hardle sit still or think straight (and Im pretty sure my heart may explode soon) so I have to go!